Within two months I lost two of my best friends without say goodbye because they dead alone and far. Sorrow breaks my heart and I need to blame some one for that but how I could blame? Why death happens in that difficult way in Iraq only? Have you ever experienced the feeling of losing dears of your heart while you can not be beside them, sharing them the last moment or say goodbye to them.
Anwar was a journalist who was kidnapped and killed by terrorist in Baghdad. I couldn’t say goodbye to him he just disappeared suddenly. His body found in the street three days after the incident.
Ahmad used to work with UN when the terrorist threatened him. He was forced to leave the country to protect his life. Yes to run from death that was waiting for him in his exile….. unfortunately Ahmad infected with kidney cancer while he is in exile. Another time I couldn’t say goodbye to my dear friend. He is dying alone and far from his lovely land, no friends round him to share him his last hours as if that our destiny….die alone by terrorist or abroad far from whom we love.
I really hate that feeling, the feelings of weakness while your dear persons dying alone. The worst thing is not only you don’t say goodbye but also you don’t know about their death till you find their cell phones are close.
When will all these pains end and we can live simple life just like others, sharing each other the moment of happiness and sorrow, visit each other and support each other in sorrow and in joy… I’m afraid that I will die alone and couldn’t find my beloveds people beside me just because I’m Iraqi.